This is a lovely thread.

This is a lovely thread:
https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/frie...php?4155-27-6:

But my brain is going into freeze when I contemplate this in the light of the question that I had asked.

"what is the shadow (that I seem to running away from)'

I am running away from the 'origin' of nourishment...

Why would I do such a thing?

49.1

'Bound with yellow rawhide.'

because i don't like to be 'bound' even if by yellow raw hide? which is a very sacred way of being bonded...

what is the origin of nourishment?

9 unchanging. hmmm...

should i post this elsewhere?