My girlfriend and I broke up a couple of months ago. This was a person I was initially able to connect with at a deep emotional level and over time her love for me faded. By the end we were having arguments circling back to the same things repeateadly and she mentioned that she was no longer attracted to me. I also had to move to a different city for a new job and tried to keep a connection with her which ultimately failed because there was no real effort on her part to do so. She wanted to stay friends and continue talking, but I was unwilling to be her "friend" because I know that I would be unable to look at her as just a friend. I asked her to tell me how I could fix things betwen us, I asked her to be my girlfriend again, she said no. I decided to cut contact as an act of self preservation more than anything. It was devastating to lose her because I truly loved her, but in the end everything seemed to be one sided. I think about her every day. At times I am resentful, at times I'm angry, at times I'm depressed that she's no longer with me. I wish I could have her back, but It seems that it's too late for that. In a nostalgic spell, I asked if I will hear from her again? And received 13.1.2.6 > 28. I have difficulty interpreting this, but it seems like the distance seems to be to large of a barrier for her which leads to her not wanting to associate with me.I also asked: What can I do to get X back? And received 8.1.3>63... is this reading suggesting that she's not right for me?Thoughts?
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