So, I've recently had a tooth surgically pulled - it was healthy but it started to go sideways - probably due to prolonged jaw clenching for years and years due to stress and childhood traumas. Antibiotics werent prescribed at first but the infection occured so I got antibiotics. On a 5th day when everything supposed to get better, I had again a tremendous pain in the jaw [my other tooth on the right of the one that was removed was extremely painful after the surgery] - at 4AM. And the swelling again occured very big. So, I feel really weak, and had to move flats yesterday, and it looks like the problem isnt resolving. My thoughts are that its the jaw clenching that is aggravating the symptoms... normally the twisted tooth was taking the pressure from the upper jaw, this time theres no teeth and the other one takes all the force. I know you can die from infection so I am a bit worried. Theres bank holiday tomorrow in Ireland, earliest I can get back to dnetist is Tuesday. I am already in poor shape financially my friends already helped me and we have no sick pay at my work. I need to pay a lot for a place to live [but very grateful I can live at the new place]. I thought about calling my mother. She is a narcissist, possibly with BPD. Toxic. (yes I used that word again!). Year earlier I had the same problem, this is literally second time I am contacting her. I asked I ching whether I should do that, ask for little help and then I will be able to take 2-3 days off work and rest.
Hex 42 UC
Fixed (no changing lines);This is a plateau process or event; the given model will hold true for an extended period of time. Attempts to manipulate events away from the present course could prove frustrating and fruitless, until destiny is satisfied. Consider the following as well as the above: The object of your interest requires significant and consistent generosity on your part. You must demonstrate your commitment on a long term basis to achieve your goal.
I see this as I will need to contact her more than once, and probably sustain her moods again etc. This always placed me into depression for days, years ago when I was still contacting her. Anyway, I did called her. I told my story. All I've heard is not a single ''I am sorry you feel bad, son'' - she started to brag how it is hard to live for herself! :D Unbelievable. Anyway. It might also be an advice to not concentrate on her bad sides and just pick on the good ones. That is all I can do. What do you think?
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Hex 42 UC
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Fixed (no changing lines);This is a plateau process or event; the given model will hold true for an extended period of time. Attempts to manipulate events away from the present course could prove frustrating and fruitless, until destiny is satisfied. Consider the following as well as the above: The object of your interest requires significant and consistent generosity on your part. You must demonstrate your commitment on a long term basis to achieve your goal.