Hello everybody,I've just experienced different thing last night in my dream. I've been consulting Yi for a year. To give a flashback story: I had a first love when I was 10 and we have never seen each other almost 10 years. Then I met him on a street about 4-5 months ago and it wasn't a small talk, rather it turned to some kind of emotional thing again as sudden. However, he has many serious problems like drug addiction, family trauma, and depression. He has a huge fear of intimacy since his father committed suicide and died last year. So our relationship was not stable because he has not stable personality and deep unconscious issues with himself. I had a very big urge to help him, being with him because I felt that he has help cry. But he didn't want to create an emotional with me although he acted like as if he needs it. It hurts me also because I like him so I said him I'm out if nothing is certain between us. Our relationship was always uncertain because of his fears. He is kind of a person who chooses not to believe hoping nothing or having a dream, target etc. He is all aware of his negative thoughts but he accepts that he is coward to establish anything valuable or meaningful.So that, our communication has stopped about 3 weeks. I left the door open while I was leaving. Because I really want to help him and being with him.Then, last night I had a dream. There he was, wanting me to help analyze a specific hexagram from Yi: 18.1>26.Btw, he doesn't know anything about Yi in his real life and we never talked about it. But in my dream, he asked a question ( I didn't remember specifically but it was about his personal issue)I was so surprised when I woke up and read the hexagram and line because it's about the dead father and a son. But I couldn't analyze it what is meaning of it? It's a sign from the universe or just about my unconscious? If it's a sign, how should I interpret it?PS: I really don't know about this line 18.1 in real life, I've just the general idea of hexagram 18. So it makes me think that it was not the thing of my subconscious. Thank you :)
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