Career, three options: 12.5.6 to 16, 61.2.6 to 3, 52.1.4 to 30

Hello,
in three months, two competitions will be held to get jobs I can aspire to. Both are highly competitive, so I should choose one and prepare it thoroughly if I want to have a chance to succeed:
-One: the job of my dreams, working for an international organisation, great pay; it is very difficult, but last year I tried in the competition and I did quite well.
-The other competition is for the same job I currently perform: I dislike it, but it is a safe thing and I have a reasonable chance to succeed. The good thing is that I would secure my current job, the bad thing is that every year I like it less and I'm starting to hate it.

So, I ask the I Ching what to do, and this is what I got:

-Should I prepare myself for the competition for the job in the international organisation? I got 12.5.6 to 16; for what I've read, it can be either "you've been in the dark and now you're getting out of your cocoon, push hard" or "it is an illusion".

-Should I try it with the job I dislike but is a safe thing? I got 61.2.6 to 3; I should find my "inner truth". Not sure what it means.

-Should I try preparing both competitions? I got 52.1.4 to 30; I think this is a big "no way".

I am quite confused about these readings. What do you think they can be?

Thanks in advance.