Hi Everyone,
Please help me interpret this convo I had with IC and paint the picture for me. I feel the oracle is truly speaking to me especially if IC and tarot have pretty consistent and similar responses. I am still missing it - there's still something that I don't know or intuit. What was this all about?! Anyone have similar experiences? Since our breakup (https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/frie...1-2-4-5-gt-54) I've really been trying to figure out what this relationship/connection is trying to teach me. No other relationship/connection has ever been this intense not even my 12 year relationship with my ex-husband. Even though were in separate spaces, I still feel the connection and him somehow trying to come up with a solution to reunite. Its so complicated as to how we can get back what we lost, but Im not really holding my breath. Im at peace somewhat in surrender and starting to realize that we both are recognizing our shadows in each other that causes us do the push and pull dance. Its so painful, but I have to pinpoint what that is so I can release it. Can you please help me put these puzzles together so I can step back and look at the big picture. Im deep in the woods here, or not seeing the forest for the trees, as they say.
Who is Nx to me? 20UC : Contemplation.
This is so abstract and confusing to me ya, I been thinking a lot alright! Interesting side note is that the tarot reading a few weeks ago said that this is a spiritual relationship. IDK what that means, but yes, he came into my life during a brand new situation/transformation for me I became a mom and got divorced in the same year. Trying to Synchronistic The Fool came up first for me in that reading.
So I asked IC to clarify
What am I not seeing about the situation with Nx? 24UC : Return still vague. . Is IC referring to the push and pull thing we got going on and it will always be like this? Like he is a pattern? How do I get out of this loop? How can we make it so there is no need to return? How about we just stay? Why does it have to be like this?So I asked to clarify again
Return to what? 50.1.4.5>9 : The Cauldron in Small Restraint somethings cooking in a crock pot or slow cooker??
Is that good for me? 57.6>48: Penetrating the Well?
I loose myself (battleax, wits) yet source of nourishment from whats cooking in the cauldron or crock pot?
Whats the connection like between Nx and I right now? 36.1>15 :
hide your love away + being real.
How does Nx feel about me? 26.6>11 : Taming Power in Heaven like hes in a pressure cooker and releasing it to heaven. Give it to god. In Tarot I was presenting to him as High Priestess doesnt know what to do with me so he has stopped trying to control the outcome. Not out of care, but out of plain not knowing.
Are Nx and I better off split apart? 30uc : another one of those abstract unchanging lines. Does Clarity or clinging me no in this case? Am I being too clingy? Codependent?
Are Nx and I better off together? 64.1>19: Approach Before Completion: Kind of shows process of pull and push. Is IC saying we will always be in the approach stage before we finish anything?
What is your diagnosis of Nx & I? 5.3.5>19: Waiting patiently for an approach? Whos coming? or is it me? Please help me. Im lost. Im figuring out my place and trying to figure out who this man is to me and why has he flipped my world upside down? Is this a twin flame that will come back til we resolve some sort of obstacles? His last words in the email still haunt me about the universe will have us meet again.
Please help me interpret this convo I had with IC and paint the picture for me. I feel the oracle is truly speaking to me especially if IC and tarot have pretty consistent and similar responses. I am still missing it - there's still something that I don't know or intuit. What was this all about?! Anyone have similar experiences? Since our breakup (https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/frie...1-2-4-5-gt-54) I've really been trying to figure out what this relationship/connection is trying to teach me. No other relationship/connection has ever been this intense not even my 12 year relationship with my ex-husband. Even though were in separate spaces, I still feel the connection and him somehow trying to come up with a solution to reunite. Its so complicated as to how we can get back what we lost, but Im not really holding my breath. Im at peace somewhat in surrender and starting to realize that we both are recognizing our shadows in each other that causes us do the push and pull dance. Its so painful, but I have to pinpoint what that is so I can release it. Can you please help me put these puzzles together so I can step back and look at the big picture. Im deep in the woods here, or not seeing the forest for the trees, as they say.
Who is Nx to me? 20UC : Contemplation.
This is so abstract and confusing to me ya, I been thinking a lot alright! Interesting side note is that the tarot reading a few weeks ago said that this is a spiritual relationship. IDK what that means, but yes, he came into my life during a brand new situation/transformation for me I became a mom and got divorced in the same year. Trying to Synchronistic The Fool came up first for me in that reading.
So I asked IC to clarify
What am I not seeing about the situation with Nx? 24UC : Return still vague. . Is IC referring to the push and pull thing we got going on and it will always be like this? Like he is a pattern? How do I get out of this loop? How can we make it so there is no need to return? How about we just stay? Why does it have to be like this?So I asked to clarify again
Return to what? 50.1.4.5>9 : The Cauldron in Small Restraint somethings cooking in a crock pot or slow cooker??
Is that good for me? 57.6>48: Penetrating the Well?
I loose myself (battleax, wits) yet source of nourishment from whats cooking in the cauldron or crock pot?
Whats the connection like between Nx and I right now? 36.1>15 :
hide your love away + being real.
How does Nx feel about me? 26.6>11 : Taming Power in Heaven like hes in a pressure cooker and releasing it to heaven. Give it to god. In Tarot I was presenting to him as High Priestess doesnt know what to do with me so he has stopped trying to control the outcome. Not out of care, but out of plain not knowing.
Are Nx and I better off split apart? 30uc : another one of those abstract unchanging lines. Does Clarity or clinging me no in this case? Am I being too clingy? Codependent?
Are Nx and I better off together? 64.1>19: Approach Before Completion: Kind of shows process of pull and push. Is IC saying we will always be in the approach stage before we finish anything?
What is your diagnosis of Nx & I? 5.3.5>19: Waiting patiently for an approach? Whos coming? or is it me? Please help me. Im lost. Im figuring out my place and trying to figure out who this man is to me and why has he flipped my world upside down? Is this a twin flame that will come back til we resolve some sort of obstacles? His last words in the email still haunt me about the universe will have us meet again.