I wish it would end 11.1.6>18

So many times in the last year I just wish I was dead. I just wish my life would come to an end. Nothing I do seems to turn out right and this has been going on for years I just don't want to do it anymore. Last year I got work and twice had to get away from abuse of some kind. I became homeless and jobless sleeping on my sons couch. I got a job then got sacked because of someones lies. I got another job and then got sacked because of workplace bullying and not living up to their expectations of me. I got another job and just got sacked because I didn't live up to their expectations of me. Each time I've also either had to move or become homeless. I'm now staying in another sons tiny bedroom but it can only be for a few days. I know I can get work and a place to live but it feels so pointless because of the obvious.

How would it benefit me to find a place to live around here for the next month

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