I had a realisation about my job yesterday - I just can't deal with the tight limitions of the structures in my job and the way they 'manage' the children - it's just not how I can work happily and in my mind it's not for the ultimate best of the children.
The people are not mean nor horrible but they're not seeing that their strategies are actually causing unacceptable behaviour in children and to be honest in myself as an employee.
As I like to work more from a Montessori/Steiner point of view I'm wondering if I could work better under their structure for children.....
How would it benefit me to seek work with Montessori
1.2.3>25
Hex 25 totally describes the position I feel I'm in now in my present work position 'one who is not upright committs blunders' snd 'fruitless to have a direction to go'. The directions I want to take things at work are a waste of time and because I've tried to implement them my employers feel I'm making mistakes....
I feel Hex 1 is saying to start look for a more creative place for me to work and Line 2 to find support from others of Montessori mindset.
Line 3 An opportunity will come available but I need to mindful of my approach.
I sent an email to the head of the closest Montessori place to me attaching my resume etc. Asking him to advise me how I could move into the Montessori sector. It's not a teacher position so I may not have to be Montessori trained.
With all the issues I've had with my work situations I have taken on board my accountability and am working through those personally but it still doesn't take away what I've said at the beginning of this post so I'd also like to make peace with myself before I do leave this job behind and know that although it's been an unpleasant experience I understand that is they way we can learn our lessons.
The people are not mean nor horrible but they're not seeing that their strategies are actually causing unacceptable behaviour in children and to be honest in myself as an employee.
As I like to work more from a Montessori/Steiner point of view I'm wondering if I could work better under their structure for children.....
How would it benefit me to seek work with Montessori
1.2.3>25
Hex 25 totally describes the position I feel I'm in now in my present work position 'one who is not upright committs blunders' snd 'fruitless to have a direction to go'. The directions I want to take things at work are a waste of time and because I've tried to implement them my employers feel I'm making mistakes....
I feel Hex 1 is saying to start look for a more creative place for me to work and Line 2 to find support from others of Montessori mindset.
Line 3 An opportunity will come available but I need to mindful of my approach.
I sent an email to the head of the closest Montessori place to me attaching my resume etc. Asking him to advise me how I could move into the Montessori sector. It's not a teacher position so I may not have to be Montessori trained.
With all the issues I've had with my work situations I have taken on board my accountability and am working through those personally but it still doesn't take away what I've said at the beginning of this post so I'd also like to make peace with myself before I do leave this job behind and know that although it's been an unpleasant experience I understand that is they way we can learn our lessons.