I wouldn't usually like to expose my private life, but I would really like some help with the I Ching readings I have been getting concerning my husband. They are all very positive - I get 24 unchanging. I get 22 unchanging. I also get 55 and 51. I don't understand these positive readings. It's as though the man is a wonderful blessed being. The reality is, this man tormented me from 2011-2015 and seemed to want to destroy me.
I was separated from my husband in 2007 and reunited with him in 2011. When I came back to him, I was grieving over the recent and terrible death of my young daughter. I was weak in every way, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually. I guess my heart was broken. My husband immediately became VERY abusive, violent, disrespectful, neglectful and eventually unfaithful. He even tried to choke me to death on a few occasions. He felt so superior to me because I was so sad and introspective. He also tried to dominate me totally-tried to make me his slave. He also began creating humiliating scenes in public whenever we went out. I finally stood up to him although it truly depleted all my lifeforce. I would like to say that the police in the country where I live refused to help in any single way and even sabotaged me dangerously. He has been gone from the apartment for over a year. In the meantime, my lungs have failed, I have a number of serious illnesses, I have PTSD, I have lost all the serotonin and norephedrine in my brain, my life is broken from all the abuse. I was literally broken into piece by this man. Now he says he is returning this Friday for a 2 week stay. I still live in the same apartment, I have been too broken to move on. I have MAJOR problems - yet this man has moved from blessing to blessing. It's like he is a vampire who drank my life blood and became strong. When I cast the I Ching - asking who this person is, or what I can anticipate from this person during this stay, I only get the most beautiful Hexes. I even get 37.
Why did this man abuse me -->19 unchanging
Who is this person to me --->1 unchanging and also 22 unchanging
What is my future with this man -->58 unchanging
Can anyone make any sense of why such a cruel person gets such wonderful readings?
I was separated from my husband in 2007 and reunited with him in 2011. When I came back to him, I was grieving over the recent and terrible death of my young daughter. I was weak in every way, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually. I guess my heart was broken. My husband immediately became VERY abusive, violent, disrespectful, neglectful and eventually unfaithful. He even tried to choke me to death on a few occasions. He felt so superior to me because I was so sad and introspective. He also tried to dominate me totally-tried to make me his slave. He also began creating humiliating scenes in public whenever we went out. I finally stood up to him although it truly depleted all my lifeforce. I would like to say that the police in the country where I live refused to help in any single way and even sabotaged me dangerously. He has been gone from the apartment for over a year. In the meantime, my lungs have failed, I have a number of serious illnesses, I have PTSD, I have lost all the serotonin and norephedrine in my brain, my life is broken from all the abuse. I was literally broken into piece by this man. Now he says he is returning this Friday for a 2 week stay. I still live in the same apartment, I have been too broken to move on. I have MAJOR problems - yet this man has moved from blessing to blessing. It's like he is a vampire who drank my life blood and became strong. When I cast the I Ching - asking who this person is, or what I can anticipate from this person during this stay, I only get the most beautiful Hexes. I even get 37.
Why did this man abuse me -->19 unchanging
Who is this person to me --->1 unchanging and also 22 unchanging
What is my future with this man -->58 unchanging
Can anyone make any sense of why such a cruel person gets such wonderful readings?