I have come to the conclusion that it may be better to have someone else do readings for me, as I may project false hope into the reading or otherwise read it incorrectly. And I don't have any friends who are really into the I ching
So, I wanted to know if one or two of you would be willing to ask and do reading on a couple questions for me.
There is a person who was in my life, that I wouldn't be alive without her. When I was at my worst, most suicidal point in life, this person stepped in to cheer me up, and somehow it made everything ok, not in a sense it healed me or saved me, but I no longer felt that way. And I have been there for her in a similar situation. However, she has put me through some things in the last year that are just shocking, basically treating me like I was completely worthless and disposable to her as a friend. Me, I just want to be friends with the person who was there for me at my worst, but I'm starting to give up on even that.
First question, what is the connection here, or what is there between us(if anything)?
And meanwhile, in my life right now, I just feel lost and directionless. I've felt lost before, but in kind of a painful way that made me feel alive, as I was still questioning and thinking about things. This time I just feel empty about it, like everything is pointless....
Second question, is there somewhere for me to go?
So, I wanted to know if one or two of you would be willing to ask and do reading on a couple questions for me.
There is a person who was in my life, that I wouldn't be alive without her. When I was at my worst, most suicidal point in life, this person stepped in to cheer me up, and somehow it made everything ok, not in a sense it healed me or saved me, but I no longer felt that way. And I have been there for her in a similar situation. However, she has put me through some things in the last year that are just shocking, basically treating me like I was completely worthless and disposable to her as a friend. Me, I just want to be friends with the person who was there for me at my worst, but I'm starting to give up on even that.
First question, what is the connection here, or what is there between us(if anything)?
And meanwhile, in my life right now, I just feel lost and directionless. I've felt lost before, but in kind of a painful way that made me feel alive, as I was still questioning and thinking about things. This time I just feel empty about it, like everything is pointless....
Second question, is there somewhere for me to go?