This is the first time I have posted - this reading is genuinely puzzling. In most cases, I keep asking questions until I get a tolerable answer, but am trying to stop doing that. So here goes.
I asked "What is the best thing I can do for myself" and got Hex 56, The Wanderer, with two changing lines, line 1 about "the stranger mean and meanly occupied, thus bringing onto himself further calamity" and line 6 about "the bird burning his nest" where the stranger "laughs and cries out." The second Hex is 55 "Abundance." As background, I was asking because I have two different romantic entanglements. The first is a wonderful fiance with a substance problem that makes it impossible to even imagine getting married. The second is with a married person, and we've gotten kind of carried away, but I am trying to be a good person and concluded that my interaction with him is just confusing and degrading and possibly a reaction to my problems with my fiance.
Who is the Wanderer in this reading, me or one of these men? Is the calamity and nest-burning something I'm supposed to avoid because it will mess up my life even more, or descriptive of my existing situation? How could this be Abundant in any way? Ugh. Perhaps I will join a convent but that's a separate topic.
I asked "What is the best thing I can do for myself" and got Hex 56, The Wanderer, with two changing lines, line 1 about "the stranger mean and meanly occupied, thus bringing onto himself further calamity" and line 6 about "the bird burning his nest" where the stranger "laughs and cries out." The second Hex is 55 "Abundance." As background, I was asking because I have two different romantic entanglements. The first is a wonderful fiance with a substance problem that makes it impossible to even imagine getting married. The second is with a married person, and we've gotten kind of carried away, but I am trying to be a good person and concluded that my interaction with him is just confusing and degrading and possibly a reaction to my problems with my fiance.
Who is the Wanderer in this reading, me or one of these men? Is the calamity and nest-burning something I'm supposed to avoid because it will mess up my life even more, or descriptive of my existing situation? How could this be Abundant in any way? Ugh. Perhaps I will join a convent but that's a separate topic.