So I broke up with the boyfriend I had had for four years, unfriended and blocked him... and I'm really sad, although I suspect I would be less sad if I was honest about how that relationship felt to me and I know that this is the right thing for me. I've been delaying the unfriending and blocking for months.
And I'm afraid about my direction in life, because it's going to be really unstable. Really, I want to do everything I should have done in high school. Casual sex, party, go out. Like, I'm twenty-one now. I need to hold down a job. I need to start getting ready to be an adult. And then, everyone tells me about the dangers of casual sex.
The I Ching gave me Hexagram 40, unchanging.
And I'm afraid about my direction in life, because it's going to be really unstable. Really, I want to do everything I should have done in high school. Casual sex, party, go out. Like, I'm twenty-one now. I need to hold down a job. I need to start getting ready to be an adult. And then, everyone tells me about the dangers of casual sex.
The I Ching gave me Hexagram 40, unchanging.