I asked "How do I manage my sexual energy?" and got 30.1.2.3.4> 4
The sexual energy is Shining & Warming Like a Fire (30) and I'm still pretty Inexperienced (4) in dealing with it:
30.1: "Treading in confusion. Honour it not a mistake." I don't still know how to manage this inner fire in the most efficient way. It's natural for a beginner.
30.2: "Clear golden light. From the source, good fortune." The fire shine brilliantly. It's a fuel to life & happiness. I sometimes realize this potential to its fullest...
30.3: "In the clear light of the setting sun, If not beating a pot and singing, Then you will be making the lament of great old age. Pitfall." Other times, instead of being present & enjoying my sexual energy that will eventually shut down, I get obsessed with the past, the opportunities I've missed, the good days that don't repeat.
30.4:"Sudden, it comes, Burns, Dies, Thrown out." And some other times I consume this energy too intensely in often non-constructive ways, and burn it out. So true.
When four lines change I also read the upper unchanging line: " The king goes to fight. Victory. He kills the leader and captures the followers. No blame." My sexual energy is mainly diverted to the fight/struggle for what I believe/want. It's a great fuel that leads me to victory. I get this line: the sexual energy can be directed toward many things that apparently have nothing to do with the sexual/romantic life, although there is always some type of passion. I guess that's the case for me. Killing the leader & capturing the followers indicate the influence my fight has on others: sometimes you enter a battle where one defeats another, sometimes you persuade others and they willingly follow your thoughts. I'm a Martian girl- I'm more of a fighter than appeaser (I dislike the second role to be honest).
What do you think?
The sexual energy is Shining & Warming Like a Fire (30) and I'm still pretty Inexperienced (4) in dealing with it:
30.1: "Treading in confusion. Honour it not a mistake." I don't still know how to manage this inner fire in the most efficient way. It's natural for a beginner.
30.2: "Clear golden light. From the source, good fortune." The fire shine brilliantly. It's a fuel to life & happiness. I sometimes realize this potential to its fullest...
30.3: "In the clear light of the setting sun, If not beating a pot and singing, Then you will be making the lament of great old age. Pitfall." Other times, instead of being present & enjoying my sexual energy that will eventually shut down, I get obsessed with the past, the opportunities I've missed, the good days that don't repeat.
30.4:"Sudden, it comes, Burns, Dies, Thrown out." And some other times I consume this energy too intensely in often non-constructive ways, and burn it out. So true.
When four lines change I also read the upper unchanging line: " The king goes to fight. Victory. He kills the leader and captures the followers. No blame." My sexual energy is mainly diverted to the fight/struggle for what I believe/want. It's a great fuel that leads me to victory. I get this line: the sexual energy can be directed toward many things that apparently have nothing to do with the sexual/romantic life, although there is always some type of passion. I guess that's the case for me. Killing the leader & capturing the followers indicate the influence my fight has on others: sometimes you enter a battle where one defeats another, sometimes you persuade others and they willingly follow your thoughts. I'm a Martian girl- I'm more of a fighter than appeaser (I dislike the second role to be honest).
What do you think?