hello friends. after receiving some 12 uc a couple of times (e.g. to a question "what's wrong with me" :bag:), which generally best describes my state of being (on many levels) in recent times, i decided to take matters in my own hands anyway and so i logged back onto a dating site... i wondered what's the point of getting back there again (27.2.3.6 > 11 was the answer ;)) as i still feel a little blocked internally, not actually ready for a big relationship somehow.
anyway, initially i planned to just make myself feel better and kill time by browsing... but then i came across someone who actually unexpectedly sparked my interest. i'm pretty slow at developing connections but my mind has a tendency to become quite obsessive (probably one of the reasons I Ching's advised me to stand still for a while)... so we exchanged a couple of messages. it seems like we're both quite autonomous creatures who like to walk their own paths... and then i googled the guy (yup, that's just me) and got a bit more impressed and a little anxious at the same time (i feel there's as much potential for a deeper connection as there is for a lot of disagreement).
so, first i asked - what's the potential here, with X? 30.2 > 14
that felt really auspicious at first, but then, looking at the elements, i'm thinking it might also indicate something that burns out as quickly as it ignites? what's your take on it?
then i asked, what are the chances of actually connecting with X irl / f2f... ? 35.3 > 56
line 3 of 35 seems quite promising, yet not sure how to understand the change into 56 in this case... as mentioned, we're both rather independent and the wanderer here brings to mind snufkin from the moomins, if anyone's familiar with the character, making me think of potentially wandering in and out of each others lives while getting to know each other? not really sure how to understand it though.
any ideas? thank you all in advance!
anyway, initially i planned to just make myself feel better and kill time by browsing... but then i came across someone who actually unexpectedly sparked my interest. i'm pretty slow at developing connections but my mind has a tendency to become quite obsessive (probably one of the reasons I Ching's advised me to stand still for a while)... so we exchanged a couple of messages. it seems like we're both quite autonomous creatures who like to walk their own paths... and then i googled the guy (yup, that's just me) and got a bit more impressed and a little anxious at the same time (i feel there's as much potential for a deeper connection as there is for a lot of disagreement).
so, first i asked - what's the potential here, with X? 30.2 > 14
that felt really auspicious at first, but then, looking at the elements, i'm thinking it might also indicate something that burns out as quickly as it ignites? what's your take on it?
then i asked, what are the chances of actually connecting with X irl / f2f... ? 35.3 > 56
line 3 of 35 seems quite promising, yet not sure how to understand the change into 56 in this case... as mentioned, we're both rather independent and the wanderer here brings to mind snufkin from the moomins, if anyone's familiar with the character, making me think of potentially wandering in and out of each others lives while getting to know each other? not really sure how to understand it though.
any ideas? thank you all in advance!