I've been really depressed recently, I never tell my closest friends what I am feeling for fear of embarrassing myself, but as I am getting older (I am in my mid 30s) I am feeling sad, depressed and at times feelings of bitterness . I see my friends who seem like they didn't have to lift a finger to find their "soulmates", love and partnership seems to come so easily to my friends. Most of my friends are married, and then I hear news of so and so moving in together, so and so expecting their first child, and so and so are engaged. And I am am alone. I had a wonderful relationship that ended recently due to the long-distance. Sometimes I feel it is my fault for not putting enough effort into my relationships. I do blame myself, I have dated good men, true blue. I've never been cheated on, or left for another woman, or lied to, or been physically/emotionally abused, so I blame myself a lot. I asked the I ching today WILL MY DREAM OF HAVING A HUSBAND AND CHILDREN EVER COME TRUE? I am trying not to get the bitterness get to me, no one wants a bitter or sad partner. I got hexagram 14 unchanging.This cast is a nice one, because it is saying I am already rich (emotionally I think?). But I don't feel it. I feel lost in this world, I have no family of my own. This cast also speaks of something of value. I think it means that I will, one day. What can I take away from hexagram 14? Could it be saying I have everything already to attract my dream, but I don't see it?Thank you.
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