Hello, these questions concern my ex who I've adored unconditionally for over 7 years now. I thought I was over the feelings (Relationship has been over for 5) but our chemistry is unreal & the pining always returns after weeks or months of lying to myself. & I'm posting this for clarity/validation & if someone sees something in the readings I am missing!
"What action should I take concerning C & my feelings?", receiving Hex 61.2>42;
Line 2
Calling crane in the shadows
Her Young respond in harmony
I have a wine vessel
I will Share with you, pouring it all out
Now seems pretty obvious that I can share my feelings & that our feelings are in harmony, which leads to an increase. I then asked: " HOW should I take the action described by 61.2?", receiving Hex 15.5>39;
Line 5
"Not rich in your neighbor
Fruitful to use this to invade and conquer
Nothing that does not bear fruit
Uncertain about the neighbor part, but he is far away. Describes a decisive, responsible, temperate action in my interpretation...Okay, well to make sure I'm understanding I proceeded to question again: "Results of me telling him how I feel about him?" Received Hex 63.4>49;
Line 4
The leaks are plugged with clothes of silk
For the whole day, on guard
Yes, I'm on guard, I want to be cautious in doing this. I do have things of value to lose; like my current relationship! I think continuing to deny & suppress these feelings, hoping they'll go away, it more damaging to myself & my bf than telling him, getting closure, even if it's the choice to cut off contact w/ex once & for all. Ex & spoke 2 months ago, he knows I have a bf & he sounded sad to hear it. Yet the conversation was filled w/ love, connection, & banter.
This post is too long...I've asked Yi more on if I should call him again, message this to him...how I should share these feelings....no positive results on deciding to call him up, & also not positive to wait for him to contact me. So idk, I guess I'm waiting for now (For my sanity, I can't wait much longer, some action must be taken)
More context, it was a tumultuous relationship & I don't have an expectation we're going to be together, at least not right now. Yes, I've asked about him before. Yes, I thought I was over it before making my current commitment (Which I'm questioning for other reasons anyways). I want to take an action because he doesn't know I feel this way and it's THE TRUTH. It's a burning, unconditional love and I wouldn't tell him unless I felt it could lead to a further catharsis for us both, & or CLOSURE! As always, outside perspectives are so helpful & immensely appreciated, thank you for reading!
"What action should I take concerning C & my feelings?", receiving Hex 61.2>42;
Line 2
Calling crane in the shadows
Her Young respond in harmony
I have a wine vessel
I will Share with you, pouring it all out
Now seems pretty obvious that I can share my feelings & that our feelings are in harmony, which leads to an increase. I then asked: " HOW should I take the action described by 61.2?", receiving Hex 15.5>39;
Line 5
"Not rich in your neighbor
Fruitful to use this to invade and conquer
Nothing that does not bear fruit
Uncertain about the neighbor part, but he is far away. Describes a decisive, responsible, temperate action in my interpretation...Okay, well to make sure I'm understanding I proceeded to question again: "Results of me telling him how I feel about him?" Received Hex 63.4>49;
Line 4
The leaks are plugged with clothes of silk
For the whole day, on guard
Yes, I'm on guard, I want to be cautious in doing this. I do have things of value to lose; like my current relationship! I think continuing to deny & suppress these feelings, hoping they'll go away, it more damaging to myself & my bf than telling him, getting closure, even if it's the choice to cut off contact w/ex once & for all. Ex & spoke 2 months ago, he knows I have a bf & he sounded sad to hear it. Yet the conversation was filled w/ love, connection, & banter.
This post is too long...I've asked Yi more on if I should call him again, message this to him...how I should share these feelings....no positive results on deciding to call him up, & also not positive to wait for him to contact me. So idk, I guess I'm waiting for now (For my sanity, I can't wait much longer, some action must be taken)
More context, it was a tumultuous relationship & I don't have an expectation we're going to be together, at least not right now. Yes, I've asked about him before. Yes, I thought I was over it before making my current commitment (Which I'm questioning for other reasons anyways). I want to take an action because he doesn't know I feel this way and it's THE TRUTH. It's a burning, unconditional love and I wouldn't tell him unless I felt it could lead to a further catharsis for us both, & or CLOSURE! As always, outside perspectives are so helpful & immensely appreciated, thank you for reading!