I've written here recently about a man I work with and used to date who has very strong feelings for me that make me uncomfortable. Today I was extremely impulsive and told our mutual work friend everything that's happened between us from my point of view. Sometimes I get worked up and mean when I talk about this guy, and that happened today. This mutual friend did hear me though and I think will encourage the guy to stop hoping or pining and maybe tell him some of the things that I said :weep:.
I feel sick and worried about what will come of this. When I asked I cast 36.3.6 > 27 and am not feeling any more at ease. I'm wondering if the contextual hexagram is my inferiority in controlling my speech in this situation. Willhelm says of 27 "Thus the superior man is careful in his words..."
36.3 seems to be telling me that maybe I will make small progress somehow here. Maybe the mutual work friend will say something and that will make a small difference.
36.6 sort of snuffs that out, no? Am I the exuberant woman plunged into the earth? I could certainly be described that way. Don't like the sound of it here, of course. I wonder if my self-righteous behavior will bring about an incredibly negative event.
I'm at a loss with this situation now and don't know how I ought to be in it. The 23uc I received in the recent past seems impossible. He's always around and unavoidable at work. I don't have a new job yet so something's got to give. I also asked what if I reach out and talk to him directly? (though I don't know what I'd say) and cast 30.4.6 > 36
30.4 looks like a no go. Maybe he wouldn't be receptive. Maybe I'm getting desperate and ahead of myself in thinking anything would come of this.
30.6 I wonder if this is telling me that if I do call, it might not amount to much (4) but I will be better able to see what's not so bad about the situation. Maybe I'm making it worse than it is. I don't know.
I'm clearly all out of sorts lately. Any light someone could shed or blind spot of mine pointed out is so appreciated.
I feel sick and worried about what will come of this. When I asked I cast 36.3.6 > 27 and am not feeling any more at ease. I'm wondering if the contextual hexagram is my inferiority in controlling my speech in this situation. Willhelm says of 27 "Thus the superior man is careful in his words..."
36.3 seems to be telling me that maybe I will make small progress somehow here. Maybe the mutual work friend will say something and that will make a small difference.
36.6 sort of snuffs that out, no? Am I the exuberant woman plunged into the earth? I could certainly be described that way. Don't like the sound of it here, of course. I wonder if my self-righteous behavior will bring about an incredibly negative event.
I'm at a loss with this situation now and don't know how I ought to be in it. The 23uc I received in the recent past seems impossible. He's always around and unavoidable at work. I don't have a new job yet so something's got to give. I also asked what if I reach out and talk to him directly? (though I don't know what I'd say) and cast 30.4.6 > 36
30.4 looks like a no go. Maybe he wouldn't be receptive. Maybe I'm getting desperate and ahead of myself in thinking anything would come of this.
30.6 I wonder if this is telling me that if I do call, it might not amount to much (4) but I will be better able to see what's not so bad about the situation. Maybe I'm making it worse than it is. I don't know.
I'm clearly all out of sorts lately. Any light someone could shed or blind spot of mine pointed out is so appreciated.