Hex 59 and Enlightenment (yes, enlightenment!)

Hi! This is my first post. I’ve enjoyed reading through old threads about personal experiences with hexagrams. The discussion helps build the connections for me. I would truly appreciate insight into a hexagram I’ve been getting repeatedly. The question I initially asked was, “What advice will help me on my journey to enlightenment?” Yeah, pretty deep. I’m not always asking about such profound things. Haha I got hex 59 (Dispersion or Dissolution) with changing 1.3.4.6.A day or so later I asked, “What advice to help me illuminate my light?”Again, hex 59 this time changing 1.3.5 Then, yesterday, I asked questions related to my energy with another person (this person triggers my shadow) and as I asked clarifying questions, specifically, trying to figure out “what I need to let go of?” I got, you guessed it...Hex 59 this time changing 4.5Clearly, there’s a pattern here and I need help interpreting this. I have some ideas about it, but mostly I’m stuck. I am VERY interested in what you all have to share with me.I would be grateful for all insights you can provide.