Usually, Hex 13.5 has always meant reconciliation after a fight for me. Or as Trojina once wrote somewhere, the sympathetic agreement to go separate ways.
But one story I go through is totally different from my other experiences with 13.5. There's one man in my life who means a lot to me, for our 'relationship' I even threw 13.5 three times in a row when we got to know each other, which I interpreted in such a way that it would go well between us eventually somehow. But that hasn't happened yet, not even after 3 years. I wonder why Yi gave me this clearly painful but still hopeful line several times in a row when we first met, if absolutely nothing ever should come out of it. Not even a proper farewell and mutual understanding, but just blockages. At the beginning we were both not free but now we are, still there are strange obstacles blocking our connection in every way. Not even as friends we found together til now. Alone this would make me happy. Now I haven't talked to him for about nine months and when we accidently meet each other we both can't even really look each other in the eyes. It is ridicoulus but his presence makes me feel so shy and vulnerable.
I wonder if I just have to be more patient (not in a sense that I am waiting for him, I always try to enjoy this short life we have as much as possible) or if I let myself totally be led on the wrong track. I am happy about every thought of you about Hex 13.5.
Thanks a lot :)
But one story I go through is totally different from my other experiences with 13.5. There's one man in my life who means a lot to me, for our 'relationship' I even threw 13.5 three times in a row when we got to know each other, which I interpreted in such a way that it would go well between us eventually somehow. But that hasn't happened yet, not even after 3 years. I wonder why Yi gave me this clearly painful but still hopeful line several times in a row when we first met, if absolutely nothing ever should come out of it. Not even a proper farewell and mutual understanding, but just blockages. At the beginning we were both not free but now we are, still there are strange obstacles blocking our connection in every way. Not even as friends we found together til now. Alone this would make me happy. Now I haven't talked to him for about nine months and when we accidently meet each other we both can't even really look each other in the eyes. It is ridicoulus but his presence makes me feel so shy and vulnerable.
I wonder if I just have to be more patient (not in a sense that I am waiting for him, I always try to enjoy this short life we have as much as possible) or if I let myself totally be led on the wrong track. I am happy about every thought of you about Hex 13.5.
Thanks a lot :)