Hello, guys, I have previously asked a question about me and my friend whom I fell in love with (https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/frie...7-Relationship). I have had lots of changes in my life since then. I analyzed all the misunderstandings and so on. I even went to psychotherapist and got a diagnosis, GAD, so now I started to work with my mental health in order to be more happy, relaxed and so on.
I still miss my friend so much. I don't know whether it is love or not, but it is like an inner pain that you cannot cure, no matter what you are trying to do.
So I desided to ask I ching whether I should write my friend or not. I have lots of doubts about that, because I don't want to feel pain and I am not sure that he cares about our friendship, because he writes me nothing for weeks. I fully understand that my intention to write him may be caused by my feelings, because it is like a need that you can't ignore. But! Maybe now I am on path to a cure, so if I start it all over again I will ruin everything.
So I got 48 to 19.
I interpret hex 48 as an allusion to myself. And as far as I understood I am not ready yet, that I should keep working on myself in order not to make my previous mistakes.
Well, hexagram 19 is much more complicated. I can't interpret it clearly. It looks like after I sort of cure myself, put my thoughts into order and so on, I can start "approaching" him.
Could you please help me with interpretation?
I still miss my friend so much. I don't know whether it is love or not, but it is like an inner pain that you cannot cure, no matter what you are trying to do.
So I desided to ask I ching whether I should write my friend or not. I have lots of doubts about that, because I don't want to feel pain and I am not sure that he cares about our friendship, because he writes me nothing for weeks. I fully understand that my intention to write him may be caused by my feelings, because it is like a need that you can't ignore. But! Maybe now I am on path to a cure, so if I start it all over again I will ruin everything.
So I got 48 to 19.
I interpret hex 48 as an allusion to myself. And as far as I understood I am not ready yet, that I should keep working on myself in order not to make my previous mistakes.
Well, hexagram 19 is much more complicated. I can't interpret it clearly. It looks like after I sort of cure myself, put my thoughts into order and so on, I can start "approaching" him.
Could you please help me with interpretation?