First, let me start by saying I really don't want to share this but I'm not sure what it means so here it goes...
When I was 13 I was raped by an older guy (19). I got pregnant (which is a whole other story). When I was 5 months along I want to the police for help and put him in jail (also another story). Yesterday was my 37th birthday and I had a dream about him last night. It was beyond disturbing. I wanted to be with him and yet I couldn't get away. Part of my dream I missed my work shift, just didn't show up, because i didnt want to leave him. But I got a letter saying I was canceled for the shift so no stress.
I asked yi today "what was that dream about J about?
53.5 <52.
Maybe it's about healing. I just know there is a large part of me that wants nothing to do with this wound. Maybe it's about death and burial and letting it go but I REALLY wanted to be with him in the dream.
Any ideas from people not in my head would be helpful.
Thanks
When I was 13 I was raped by an older guy (19). I got pregnant (which is a whole other story). When I was 5 months along I want to the police for help and put him in jail (also another story). Yesterday was my 37th birthday and I had a dream about him last night. It was beyond disturbing. I wanted to be with him and yet I couldn't get away. Part of my dream I missed my work shift, just didn't show up, because i didnt want to leave him. But I got a letter saying I was canceled for the shift so no stress.
I asked yi today "what was that dream about J about?
53.5 <52.
Maybe it's about healing. I just know there is a large part of me that wants nothing to do with this wound. Maybe it's about death and burial and letting it go but I REALLY wanted to be with him in the dream.
Any ideas from people not in my head would be helpful.
Thanks