My question was whether the universe would be willing to grant me one wish. I moved overseas 7 months ago, and am having a hard time making a social life for myself. It's my fault because I don't enjoy "putting myself out there", and being a female alone I think makes it harder. The idea of being a single female at a bar makes me feel pathetic, for example and I don't actually care for drinking anyway. But I wish I knew what to do for random conversation and getting to know people. I had my heart broken by a co-worker when I was feeling vulnerable and alone, now I have to sit by him every day. In a normal world I would have made some distance and forgotten about it. It wasn't my idea to go there, there's lingering sadness, and I don't want to write about that. My wish is for quality companionship. I think 47 to 8 describes exactly how I feel and what I'm wishing for. Is iChing just telling me what my wish is, or assuring me that things will be okay?
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