Interesting reading 44 > 33

So I had an interesting reading :). I’ve been questioning my sexuality lately (I’m a woman) so I just bluntly asked the I Ching: “am I gay?”. At which moment I got hexagram 44 “do not take this woman” ;) changing into 33 “retreat”. It seems quite clear if I put it like this ;) or are there other ways to interpret this result? Just as a side note: there’s not a particular woman I had in mind, asking this question. A deeper meaning for me might be that I have some fear of intimacy - which men trigger in me more than women. Maybe hexagram 44 might tell me that I’m questioning my sexuality for the wrong reasons? Really interested to hear your input!