Hello everyone! Long time reader, first time poster :)Nice to meet you all.I've recently gone through a huge life change. I moved overseas with a lover last autumn, very soon it was clear things weren't working out between us and although we split, I continued to live overseas and have spent the last 6 months doing a lot of inner work and deep personal transformation. I've decided that I will return home to Canada in the late summer and go back to school (second career, and was a hard choice to make to return to school at this point in life) the following January. Before I leave, I've decided to take a trip through Europe, however part of me just feels like what's the point of going on an adventure right now? I'm worried about the expense of the trip and to be honest, I've done quite a bit of travelling the last few years and have satisfied quite a lot of wanderlust. I feel like I'm just ready to get on with life and get back home and organize things for school. But at the same time, I feel really called to explore. I also seem to be having a lot of difficulty organizing the details of the trip, and it's become a chore. So I asked the I Ching, if I already know the direction I want to go in in life (returning home and returning to school) what is the point of even taking this trip? I feel like I should just be getting on with life already!I got 42.1.4 > 12I see that 42 is saying that I've been blessed and to ride the wave I'm on (exploration!) and it's talking about taking advantage of the opportunity that's all around me and I agree...but not sure line 4 is saying or hex. 12? Any insights?
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