Hellostart by apologizing for my English, I'm Italian. It's about a short but complicated relationship I had with a boy. After several disappearances and returns (things between us happened but we never talked about us, we lived together), I decided to talk to him about my feelings and to understand what we were doing. I was losing myself, I did not recognize myself anymore but I did not want to get away from him because I felt that there was a strong connection between us, I wanted to believe things would be better. He told me that he did not want to commit at that moment even if he was fine with me, that things happen, but at this moment he felt destabilized. I do not know if there had not been that conversation if it would have disappeared anyway , but it was not what I expected. We said goodbye with a hug, that we would have met, but since then we have lost contact.I asked Yi "give me an image of me and x" hex 33.2> 44and "what are his feelings for me" hex 24.6> 27we met one day by chance and we talked about this and that, it was friendly and melancholy and I saw a bit of nostalgia in him.I wonder, the hex 33 is referred to him and his retreat or to me, to the fact that I had to get away for my own good? But I can not understand the second line .... and the hex 44 what it represents?Thank you kindly for any input, am very grateful in advance.
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