Hi everybody, my name's Math..I'm 22 old and with my humility : I have 10 years of addiction to unlawful stuffs.I have a diagnostic of mental illness(no need to say the discomfort) but i'm determined to live completly my existence...For those who believe in I Ching Astrology, my natal hexagram is 7.Army,Late Heaven : Hexagram 3.Difficulty. Pisces asc Virgo of the third Decan.Q: What should I know that my acts and thoughts are ink in my mind ?...Way back injury to now.It's like a connexion of leakage problems and past pain of a not determined relationship.Love is amazing but I'm complexed.. like the dangerous abyss(29) of Love/fear, I'm mystified in my own drop, Because of the Love, never get a girlfirend..The person I like (I think) have secrets and disturbed comportement with me . She is my fear and my goal at same time...I doubt alot of the Way/Path I will choose, resultat of far and against.With my perception and intuition, over time: I can see more and more possibilities of the outcome..Over 5 years after my gradual psychosis/what they call chamanic healers or awakening(maybe)...My Mind and Spirit need a completly different of way of acting and thoughts, for my revolution..In my Abyss of undiscovered own self-knowlegde, I can often by intuition what's intentions to others...Not perfect! But my black magick (for checking what people can bring to me for grow and partners) is developped, own white magick I feel is weak and fragil.P.S It's will be a pleasure to find person who know chinese astrology Of the Yi jing, to help and guide I ching Astro.Also sorry to maybe be emotionnal, I need to share my thoughts, need help! Hope you will understand, I feel alone in Divination.. I'm new to the forum, But i have prospect to it.Peace,Mathieu
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