Jealousy 64.2 to 55

Question : guidance on the primitive negative emotions I experience about Vlad’s entanglement in the family coffers ? Reading: 64.1.2.3.6 to 55. Someone whom am very fond of is involved in long term haggling over the family coffers . I feel unexpected jealousy / envy about the great wealth . I know all these truisms about wealth doesn’t mean happiness and I see the suffering Vlad has to go through but it’s like an unbidden primitive jealousy rises up in me and I think as a child does why can’t I have that .... I see the readings as follows : 64.1 wet tail not quite across with this issue. 64.2 don’t allow anxiety to drive me. 64.3 make the transition and see things from Vlads perspective. 64.6 things will be well if a certain propriety is observed . ... 55 relating ❓❓❓