My dad has congestive heart failure and has to wear a defibrillator vest 24/7 in case he has a heart attack. I asked how I would be affected by my father's death, and also to have an idea of how long it would be from now-days, months, years? I'm fairly young to be going through this, I'm 42, and it's come quite suddenly. Last week was when it really hit me and I did a lot of emotional processing. Me and my dad were very close when I was a small child but he's been emotionally unavailable since I was about 14, so him dying wouldn't be a huge shift in my everyday life since I rarely speak to him. But I know it will be hard and scary and sad and all of that. Just saying, it's not like if my child or my best friend were dying. Anyway, I got 52.3.6 changing to 2. It's interesting that line 3 talks a lot about the heart. Insights?
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