Dear All,
I would like to ask for help to shed some light in this situation.
I had a very special encounter with a man who is 15 years old than me. It was in the most unexpected place: the subway. Before that I don't believe in "love at first sight", but after this encounter, I believe in it. From the first moment I knew he is a married man, with 2 children. There is such special attraction between us that made me feel if I'd meet him 10 or 20 years earlier, if I was born a bit earlier, or he later, he'd be the one. Afterwards we met up and saw each other for several times. For him staying as a clandestine love affair is comfortable as soon as I won't disturb his evenings and weekends. I decide to cut the relationship and ask him to not contact me anymore, because I know he'll not divorce, and I do not want to suffer from being with a man who is not available.
After I took this decision, I feel very very sad..., it has been such long time I do not meet a special person like him (who reminds of me of my first boyfriend) and I can not stop thinking about him, even it only last for 2 weeks and it sounds ...... crazy.
What can 53.6 to 39 reveal ?
Thank you.
I would like to ask for help to shed some light in this situation.
I had a very special encounter with a man who is 15 years old than me. It was in the most unexpected place: the subway. Before that I don't believe in "love at first sight", but after this encounter, I believe in it. From the first moment I knew he is a married man, with 2 children. There is such special attraction between us that made me feel if I'd meet him 10 or 20 years earlier, if I was born a bit earlier, or he later, he'd be the one. Afterwards we met up and saw each other for several times. For him staying as a clandestine love affair is comfortable as soon as I won't disturb his evenings and weekends. I decide to cut the relationship and ask him to not contact me anymore, because I know he'll not divorce, and I do not want to suffer from being with a man who is not available.
After I took this decision, I feel very very sad..., it has been such long time I do not meet a special person like him (who reminds of me of my first boyfriend) and I can not stop thinking about him, even it only last for 2 weeks and it sounds ...... crazy.
What can 53.6 to 39 reveal ?
Thank you.