I had a vision of an ideal future, the person I want, the house I want, the career, etc., and I asked the I ching if this future was a probable reality. Just playing around, you know, obviously there are several probable futures but I was focused on this one in particular and got 46.1 changing to 11. Ideas? Comments? It seems like it could happen but will take time and persistent focus. For those of you who have been following my posts, you know I'm not in an ideal marital situation. I'm being careful not to go into fantasy land about this other person and stay grounded in what's happening right now. I guess I say that because I worry you guys will judge me for still thinking about this person. And it's true, it's kind of impossible to work on my marriage while I'm contemplating a future with someone else. So I realize I've got some issues. Just doing my best here.
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