Hello everyone,
I know buying a pregnancy test would be quicker and easier, but then I would only get a yes or no as an answer, and I think I need more than that :). I always wanted to have baby, but life got in the way (or, at the key moments, I was unsure whether it was a good idea or not). The thing is two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis, and I was told I wouldnt be able to get pregnant because of that and because of my age (Im 41). Since then, Ive only had unprotected sex and Ive never got pregnant. And even though it was expected, there is something inside me that feels I could still get pregnant. I couldnt explain why, but I feel I could, regardless what the gynecologist said.
I was offered to try assisted reproduction with an egg of a donor, but I rejected it. Id love to have a baby (the idea scares me, but I would love to), but it should happen naturally or not happen at all.
The thing is I have a delay in my menstruation, and Im tired and sick, so I asked the Ying: Am I pregnant? I got Hexagram 64.4.6 to 7.
The way I see it, it might be saying that I am not pregnant (there is a failure). But does it also imply that the general idea of having a baby is a failure and I should get over it? Or maybe it indicates that, with patience, I could, eventually, get pregnant? If 7 describes the context, it could describe my wish of getting pregnant (although Im not obsessed with it), but looks like something thats not achievable without a big, big, effort (?). Any thoughts would be much appreciated :)
I know buying a pregnancy test would be quicker and easier, but then I would only get a yes or no as an answer, and I think I need more than that :). I always wanted to have baby, but life got in the way (or, at the key moments, I was unsure whether it was a good idea or not). The thing is two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis, and I was told I wouldnt be able to get pregnant because of that and because of my age (Im 41). Since then, Ive only had unprotected sex and Ive never got pregnant. And even though it was expected, there is something inside me that feels I could still get pregnant. I couldnt explain why, but I feel I could, regardless what the gynecologist said.
I was offered to try assisted reproduction with an egg of a donor, but I rejected it. Id love to have a baby (the idea scares me, but I would love to), but it should happen naturally or not happen at all.
The thing is I have a delay in my menstruation, and Im tired and sick, so I asked the Ying: Am I pregnant? I got Hexagram 64.4.6 to 7.
The way I see it, it might be saying that I am not pregnant (there is a failure). But does it also imply that the general idea of having a baby is a failure and I should get over it? Or maybe it indicates that, with patience, I could, eventually, get pregnant? If 7 describes the context, it could describe my wish of getting pregnant (although Im not obsessed with it), but looks like something thats not achievable without a big, big, effort (?). Any thoughts would be much appreciated :)