For months now, I've been unable to live in my own home because I'm exceedingly reactive to mold, and my neighbor's house flooded, and she made some unfortunate decisions that have resulted in my house being continually sprayed with mold. (And yes, I know how weird that sounds. Just go with it.)
It's clear to me (partly from conversations with the I Ching) that there's nothing I can do to be able to go home at this point. I just asked, "Will I ever be able to return home?" (and, oh god, it hurts my heart even to ask that question -- I built my house myself, and my heart and soul are there). I got 55.1 to 62.
I'm not sure who the "partner and lord" is in this situation. My best thought is that it's this messed-up situation as a whole, and the reading is encouraging me to meet this experience with an openness, a sense that it and I are working together in some way -- and that it won't last forever. (I sure wish the "ten days" were literal, but since this has already been going on for months, I doubt it...)
Any other ideas about it?
It's clear to me (partly from conversations with the I Ching) that there's nothing I can do to be able to go home at this point. I just asked, "Will I ever be able to return home?" (and, oh god, it hurts my heart even to ask that question -- I built my house myself, and my heart and soul are there). I got 55.1 to 62.
I'm not sure who the "partner and lord" is in this situation. My best thought is that it's this messed-up situation as a whole, and the reading is encouraging me to meet this experience with an openness, a sense that it and I are working together in some way -- and that it won't last forever. (I sure wish the "ten days" were literal, but since this has already been going on for months, I doubt it...)
Any other ideas about it?